Fifty Years On
by Geoffrey Spratt
Sometimes at night, when I retire to bed
Upon your pillow I see your dear head.
You lie defenceless, breathing soft and calm,
To me your image seems a sort of balm,
It fills my heart with love and sometimes sadness
If we have been at odds, in foolish madness.
Beneath the gentle lamplight's pearly glow
Your features lose their age and seem to grow
Back to the girl I wooed and finally married.
The one who shared my burdens and who carried
Our only child; our fortune's pawn and loving pride,
The one on whom our hopes and futures ride.
Despite the cares and pains that make it hard to cope
I still delight in loving you and hope
You love me too, with body and with soul,
Excusing faults that I cannot control.
So at this time when life's a helter-skelter
Within each other's arms let's always shelter.
Renewal
by Geoffrey
Spratt
Phoenix-like
from ashes I had thought long dead
Emotion
kindles in my heart once more and flames to light.
Unbidden and
unstoppable, the bitter-sweetness of unspoken love.
No wish have I
to halt the onslaught of its tide,
I am just
flotsam, quite engulfed within the wave,
Drowning in
wonder, wanting none to save me from its might.
Shall I pursue
the object of my heart's desire?
Can I still
dream romantic dreams and yearn for wondrous nights?
Or should I
seek to purge my mind of your sweet face and rise above
My nature's
passionate and tender carnal side?
There still is
one whose faithfulness and love may save
Me from my
weakness and return me to the path of right.
Then reason's
rebirth, cool and clear within my head
Shows me my
way, denying self, and girding me for flight.
I must not
stay within temptation's sphere, fly like a dove
And seek
familiar cotes wherein to safely bide.
Yet still
sweet memory overcomes and makes me crave
That which I
shunned; the wonder of new love and such delight.